五香蒟篛乾好開胃

我要跟老媽說，請準備三包以上的五香蒟篛乾讓我過年～

Vincent (Starry Starry Night) Don McLean

I drop into a dramatic blue starry dream each time when Don McLean sings this beautiful rhythm.
I love it.



Vincent (Starry Starry Night)
written by Don McLean

Starry, starry night
Paint your palette blue and grey
Look out on a summer's day
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul

Shadows on the hills
Sketch the trees and the daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills
In colors on the snowy linen land

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
How you suffered for your sanity
How you tried to set them free
They would not listen they did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

Starry, starry night
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds in violet haze
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue

Colors changing hue
Morning fields of amber grain
Weathered faces lined in pain
Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
How you suffered for your sanity
How you tried to set them free
They would not listen they did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

For they could not love you
But still your love was true
And when no hope was left inside
On that starry, starry night

You took your life as lovers often do
But I could have told you Vincent
This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you

Starry, starry night
Portraits hung in empty halls
Frameless heads on nameless walls
With eyes that watch the world and can't forget

Like the strangers that you've met
The ragged men in ragged clothes
The silver thorn of bloody rose
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow

Now I think I know
What you tried to say to me
How you suffered for your sanity
How you tried to set them free
They did not listen they're not listening still
Perhaps they never will


繁星點點的夜裡
調色盤上只有藍與灰
在夏日裡出外探訪
用你那洞悉我靈魂幽暗處的雙眼

山丘上的陰影
描繪出樹與水仙花
捕捉微風與冬天的冷冽
用那如雪地裡亞麻般的色彩

如今我才明白，你想說的是什麼
當你清醒時你有多麼痛苦
你努力的想讓它們得到解脫
但他們卻不理會，也不知該如何做
也許，今後他們將會明瞭

繁星點點的夜裡
火紅的花朵燦爛的燃燒著
漩渦似的雲飄在紫羅蘭色的霧裡
映照在文生湛藍的眼瞳裡
色彩變化萬千

清晨的田園裡琥珀色的農作物
佈滿風霜的臉羅列著痛苦
在藝術家憐愛的手下得到撫慰

如今我才明白，你想說的是什麼
當你清醒時你有多麼痛苦
你努力的想讓它們得到解脫
但他們卻不理會，也不知該怎麼做
也許，現在他們知道了
因為當初他們無法愛你
但你的愛依然真實

當燦爛的星空裡
不存一絲希望
你像許多戀人一樣，結束了自己的生命
但願我能告訴你，文生
這個世界根本配不上一個美好如你的人

繁星點點的夜裡
一幅幅的肖像懸掛在空盪盪的大廳裡
無鑲框的臉倚靠在寂然的牆上
配上一雙看遍世事且永不遺忘的雙眼
就像你曾遇見的陌生人
那些衣衫襤褸的人們
也像血紅的玫瑰上銀色的刺
斷裂並靜臥在初下的雪上

我想我已明白，你想說的是什麼
當你清醒時你有多麼痛苦
你努力的想讓它們得到解脫
但他們卻不理會，現在依然如此
也許，他們永遠不會……

Don McLean: And I Love You So Only

I knew Don Mclean from his famous song "Starry Starry Night".
I love his pure and comfortable voice.
Enjoy it my friend.



And I Love You So / Don Mclean

And I love you so
The people ask me how
How I've lived till now
I tell them I don't know
I guess they understand
How lonely life has been
But life began again
The day you took my hand
And yes I know how lonely（loveless）life van be
The shadows fokkow me
And the night won't set me free
But I don't let the evening get（bring）me down
Now that you're around me
And you love me too
Your thoughts are just for me
You set my sporot free
I'm happy that you do
The book of life is brief
And once a page is read
All but love is dead
That is my belief
And I love you so
The people ask me how
How I've lived till now
I tell them I don't know

我是如此愛你/唐 麥克林　　　　　
我是如此愛你 有人問我
我是怎麼活到現在的 我說我也不曉得
我想他們應該明瞭 人生是多麼寂寞
但人生又重新開始 從你牽著我的手
那一天起
沒錯，我明白人生有多孤寂
陰影緊跟著我
黑夜也不放過我
但我不會因為暮色而消沉
因為此刻你在我身旁

你也愛戀著我
你的思緒裡全都是我
你釋放了我的靈魂
我很高興你這樣做
書頁一旦被翻閱
生命之書是簡短的
我深信除了愛，一切都不復存在


簡介：
Don Mclean於1945年10月2日出生在紐約，不朽的城市民謠大師。 Don McLean是城市民谣歌手的代表，他的《VINCENT》和《American Pie》以及本曲是他最脍炙人口的三首佳作。

他的歌曲旋律流畅动听，他的嗓音又几乎纯净到透明，给人以亲切感，在美国民谣歌手中可算首屈一指，他的歌有一种难以名状的亲和力，感觉就像是在星月夜空下编织一个蓝色的梦，他的歌牵引着你与星空融为一体。他的歌曲旋律流暢動聽，他的嗓音又幾乎純淨到透明，給人以親切感，在美國民謠歌手中可算首屈一指，他的歌有一種難以名狀的親和力，感覺就像是在星月夜空下編織一個藍色的夢，他的歌牽引著你與星空融為一體。

这种亲和力也只有民谣才有，你在任何重金属和后朋克中都无法找到它，所以更容易被注重旋律的东方人所接受。這種親和力也只有民謠才有，你在任何重金屬和後朋克中都無法找到它，所以更容易被注重旋律的東方人所接受。 这种早期的软摇旋律优美，弥漫校园的清香，一个人一把木吉他就可以在大街上、酒吧里柔声清唱，抒发胸臆！

1971年，一直默默无闻的Don McLean（丹·麦克林）在灵感泉涌中写下了一首超长的歌曲《American Pie》（美国派），一夜成名，American Pie（1971年）发行之后，同名专辑随即推出。 其中他为画家梵高所写的Vincent (Starry Starry Night)，也非常受欢迎。

Don Mclean歌声纯朴自然、毫不做作，加上诗般的意境，很多人都慕名前去欣赏他的演唱，有人形容他的歌声具有温柔的杀伤力。 一位女明星在慕名听过他的演唱后，更请专人替她把感受谱成歌曲，就是后来由黑人女歌手Roberta Flack罗贝塔.弗莱克唱红的Killing Me Softly With His Songs（欣赏优酷达人李根楠的译名“轻歌销魂”）。 在他成名后，首张专辑里的and i love you so则被资深歌手Perry Como看上而予以翻唱，也在排行榜上造成了轰动。 这以后，BobbyVinton、JohnnyMathis和猫王相继翻唱此歌，据统计在10年内此歌不同版本在世界各地电台被播放超过300万次。

国内的谭咏麟（我心喜欢你）、齐豫（英文原版）都翻唱过，很喜欢齐豫的翻唱，她空灵而纯粹的嗓音，荡涤着尘世的焦躁和混乱，让人安静和温暖。 DonMclean是一位真正的摇滚艺术家，他用最纯净最朴实的声音唱出了社会最复杂的主题。 也只有他和他的音乐，才能把我们打动得这么深。

Things be aware of

一：沉穩
（1）不要隨便顯露你的情緒。

（2）不要逢人就訴說你的困難和遭遇。

（3）在徵詢別人的意見之前，自己先思考，但不要先講。

（4）不要一有機會就嘮叨你的不滿。

（5）重要的決定儘量有別人商量，最好隔一天再發佈。

（6）講話不要有任何的慌張，走路也是。



二：細心
（1）對身邊發生的事情，常思考它們的因果關係。

（2）對做不到位的執行問題，要發掘它們的根本癥結。

（3）對習以為常的做事方法，要有改進或優化的建議。

（4）做什麼事情都要養成有條不紊和井然有序的習慣。

（5）經常去找幾個別人看不出來的毛病或弊端。

（6）自己要隨時隨地對有所不足的地方補位。



三：膽識
（1）不要常用缺乏自信的詞句

（2）不要常常反悔，輕易推翻已經決定的事。

（3）在眾人爭執不休時，不要沒有主見。

（4）整體氛圍低落時，你要樂觀、陽光!

（5）做任何事情都要用心，因為有人在看著你。

（6）事情不順的時候，歇口氣，重新尋找突破口，就結束也要乾淨俐落。



四：大度
（1）不要刻意把有可能是夥伴的人變成對手。

（2）對別人的小過失、小錯誤不要斤斤計較。

（3）在金錢上要大方，學習三施（財施、法施、無畏施）

（4）不要有權力的傲慢和知識的偏見。

（5）任何成果和成就都應和別人分享。

（6）必須有人犧牲或奉獻的時候，自己走在前面。



五：誠信
（1）做不到的事情不要說，說了就努力做到。

（2）虛的口號或標語不要常掛嘴上。

（3）針對客戶提出的"不誠信"問題，拿出改善的方法。

（4）停止一切"不道德"的手段。

（5）耍弄小聰明，要不得！

（6）計算一下產品或服務的誠信代價，那就是品牌成本。



六：擔當
（1）檢討任何過失的時候，先從自身或自己人開始反省。

（2）事項結束後，先審查過錯，再列述功勞。

（3）認錯從上級開始，表功從下級啟動。

（4）著手一個計畫，先將權責界定清楚，而且分配得當。

每天浪費時間在臉書上幹嘛？

[新聞話題] Facebook 讓你灰死不可？臉書讓你無法見人？

我想把照片備份後，不用了。
哪天在動手砍帳號～哼

臉書帳號刪除法
登入上面網址填寫帳密之後，2周不要登入臉書就會自動刪除帳號
PS：是刪除不是停用喔！

整天玩臉書，去切腹吧


可是，要先把老爸的影片抓下來@@...我不會弄ㄋ

quote一下網友的文
"每個人一天只有二十四小時,花一個小時在PTT或Facebook, 在個人的其他生活領域或學習時間,就減少一個小時. 這減少的一個小時對個人人生會有多大影響,只有自己知道.所以建議在評擊李教授之前,不妨自己省思一下,李教授是否在提醒我們善於分配,利用個人的時間在更重要的生活或學習領域上呢?"

noon的Tea for Two

Tea for Two

I'm discontented with homes that are rented
So I have invented my own
Darling this place is a lover's oasis
Where life's weary chase is unknown

Far from the cry in the city
Where flowers pretty caress the streams
Cozy to hide in, to live side by side in
Don't let it abide in my dreams

Picture me upon your knee
Just tea for two and two for tea
Just you for me and me for you, alone

Nobody near us
To see us or hear us

No friends or relations
On weekend vacations
We won't have it known, dear
That we own a telephone

Day will break and you'll awake
And I will bake a sugar cake
For you to take
For all the boys to see
We will raise a family
A girl for you and a boy for me
Can't you see how happy we would be
We will raise a family
A girl for you and a boy for me
Can't you see how happy we would be



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Zeitgeist ~Google也有台灣熱門關鍵字統計

Zeitgeist


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心想事成的秘密(每日激勵觀想)

From:into the blue,again

I love this website and song

Graphics18.com


I Love You Forward this Graphic

One of my firend, Allen, shared a song "Linda Ronstadt - Feels Like Home" a few days ago.
I believed that Linda tried to communicate with GOD when she sang the song.
A great version to share with you too.




other versions

Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself
你眼中的一丝莫名状，让我想要迷失自我

Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms
让我想要迷失自我，在你的怀抱中

There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast
你的声音中有一丝莫名状，让我的心儿如此悸动

Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life
多么希望这感觉就如此继续，在我接下来的此生

If you knew how lonely my life has been
如果你知晓我的生活已有多么的寂寥

And how long I've been so alone
如果你知如此悠长却独自度过的岁月

And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along
我如此渴望有一个人走进这个生命

And change my life the way you've done
就如现在的你一般，改变我的生活

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
对我来说就是一种家的感觉

It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from
就像是，又回到了来时的路

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
就是一种家的感觉

It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
就像是，又回到了通向自己归属的路

A window breaks, down a long, dark street
一扇窗破碎了，缓缓沿着黑色的街

And a siren wails in the night
一阵汽笛的悲鸣在这夜色中

But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me
而我很好，因为有你在此处陪着我

And I can almost see, through the dark there is light
我似乎能看见，透过这昏暗，那里有一处亮光

Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me
好吧,如果你知道此刻的意义对我有多重要

And how long I've waited for your touch
我已经等待了许久，只为了你的爱抚

And if you knew how happy you are making me
如果你知道你正让我如此的快乐

I never thought that I'd love anyone so much
我从未想过可以有一个人让我爱得如此的深沉

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
对我来说就是一种家的感觉

It feels like I'm all the way the back where I come from
就像是，又回到了来时的路

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
就是一种家的感觉

It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
就像是，又回到了通向自己归属的路

It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
就像是，又回到了通向自己归属的路

what's your ambition?

Every body asked my ambition...

Allen: Irene, what's your ambition?

Anbu: Irene, always keep passion in you life....

my dear friend...

I was so scare when I lost a friendship which I thought it's really different for me last year.

Carrol told me to be myself, buz I always put too much emotions in every relationship.

I must say no definitely, not "mabye".

By the way, I said no to Kaka tonight...

CasadeBerry—貝芮小姐 甜蜜優雅的香頌精靈

最近很迷戀她的幸福歌聲～





























博客來介紹:

Berry—貝芮小姐 甜蜜優雅的香頌精靈

在Berry這個甜美多汁的名字後面，隱藏了什麼樣令人迷醉的誘惑滋味？

這位縱橫法國戲劇、歌曲界的天后，如今將來台與你面對面，讓你感受她的鮮甜魅力！

Berry的演藝生涯堪稱傳奇：十六歲時，渴望自由的她原本打算輟學，但在老師的建議下改加入劇團。很快地，她的演藝才華便展露無遺，不但很快便獲職業劇團賞識簽約，也在Poitiers國家劇院登台，演出包括莫里哀作品在內的許多經典戲碼；除了演戲，她那動人的歌喉在舞台上更是備受矚目，從古典到現代，以充滿情感的美麗嗓音，詮釋出各式戲劇中的喜怒哀樂情緒，備受社會大眾好評，也促成她跨足音樂界的契機。

結識許多音樂界朋友的她，拜爵士作曲家Manou為師，秉持自由不羈的精神，創造出一種充滿自我風格、獨樹一幟的樂音，揉合爵士、民謠、流行等基調，在甜美而平易近人的樂音中，暈染著出塵脫俗的夢幻氛圍，充滿法式香頌優雅成熟的風韻，卻又充滿清甜可人的青春氣息。

2008的處女作專輯《Mademoiselle》(小姐)找來包括曾為Portishead、Bjork擔綱的多位國際知名樂人協助，甫推出即在法國海內外大受好評，奠定Berry的音樂地位。如今，Berry旋風也將刮往台灣，難得一見的現場演唱，讓你近距離聆聽那如天籟般美麗優雅的嗓音，彷彿啜飲頂級玫瑰紅酒的沁人心脾，絕對不可錯過！


網友介紹

作品合輯

Le bonheur 歌詞

Mademoiselle 歌詞

Demain歌詞

健康，環境的態度和有機食品消費值

三天的青春+熬夜終於有初稿，貼一下紀念好了。。（呼！）

In the supermarket, foods labeled with “Organic” generally cost a lot than conventional food. Recently, Marina Carbonaro [1]and his co-authors found that the concentration of polyphenoloxidase (PPO水果多酚, one kind of natural antioxidant) in organic fruit samples was comparable to that of the corresponding conventional ones. So, is it reasonable for organic food with such high prices? Jack Kluger also [2] mentioned that organic food not only cost too much but also uneasy to purchase in most markets. However, there still numerous people encourage us to consume organic food instead of conventional food. Why should consumers pay a price for organic food? The aim of this essay is to discuss about the health, environmental attitude and consuming values of organic food.

People always care about prices before they found out the risks that they had to face. We are all aware that organic means grown and processed without chemical fertilizers, antibiotics, hormones, toxic pesticides, sewage sludge, irradiation, and genetic manipulation. Although organic fruits and vegetables cost 13¢ to 36¢ per lb. more than ordinary produce [2], the health risks of non-organic products cost higher that we never expected.

One of the facts is that buyers can’t wash off the chemicals on those vegetables, fruits and grains which grocers and agribusiness giants label “conventional”. One of report [3] quoted the U.S. Department of Agriculture’s study, “Despite giving produce a thorough washing, chemical residue from pesticides can remain on the surface of your food”. The study analyzed 96,000 tests for pesticides on ordinary produce. The evidence shows that all most 95 % positive test results for pesticides has been found on several conventional food, including peaches, celery and nectarines. [3] Farmers are the poorest groups because they must directly face their agricultural products during farming. In order to get high produce most of farmers use toxic pesticides which break human body’s normal hormones balance and even terribly cause cancers. Once one realizes how toxic “conventional” food is, it doesn’t look that cheap.

Besides the food safety dangers, here is another huge environmental issue that people should concern about it. Agriculture authorities around the world had paid close attentions to establish series of laws for protecting the environments in their countries and pushing the food supplier to reduce the damages from chemicals on their products over the last few years. One of the worst examples of chemical pollution can explain why everyone who lives on this earth should care about the environmental effect caused by those toxic pesticides. In 1984, a chemical plant which produced cotton pesticides in Bhopal India leaked a nerve gas. Around 28,000 people were killed; furthermore 250,000 publics blinded and seriously injured in that terrible accident. [4] There are lots of historical lessons like this which aroused some groups, including farmers, food suppliers and consumers, to practice permaculture. The word permaculture is a portmanteau of permanent agriculture as well as permanent culture. [5]

It is the most proud that some Taiwanese had started to support permaculture. Lee-Zen(里仁) is one of the famous organic food suppliers in Taiwan, they spent lots of time to educate consumers about the importance of environmental attitudes and connect a strong market niche to persuade farmers to practice permanent agriculture. Another successful example is Whole Foods Market, a famous and reputable U.S. natural and organic foods chain market with more than 300 stores in the world, committed to helping take care of the world around us and support of organic farming and sustainable agriculture. [6]These examples showed that not only organic food suppliers can earn more business reputation and money but also organic farmers can farm their land permanently. Of course, the customers like you and me who support permaculture can gain vital healthy from non-toxic food.

The current studies had proven that the consuming values of organic food had strongly depended on the consumers' perceive. M. R. Shaharudin provided in-depth survey and considered that only perceived value and health consciousness influenced the customer purchase intention. [7] The significance of this study results also means that you and me can both make our environment better and we have full rights to choose what our body really needed.

Although organic foods of all kinds currently represent only about 3% of the total American market, market, according to the most recent numbers from the U.S. Department of Agriculture (USDA), but it's a sector we all should be supporting more.[2] People who support organic food directly reflected their positive environmental attitudes. They also realized that the current unnatural food have brought worse damages of our environment and caused invisible nonmarket costs and safety dangers behind the price tags of the conventional food. Consumption of the organic food affects both our visible health and potential environmental effect.

References

[1] M Carbonaro , M Mattera, S Nicoli, P bergamo, M Cappelloni,”Modulation of Antioxidant Compounds in Organic vs. Conventional Fruit”, J. Agric. Food Chem., 2002, 50(19), pp5458-5462 

http://pubs.acs.org/doi/abs/10.1021/jf0202584

[2] J Kluger,” What's So Great About Organic Food?” Time, 2010, Aug 18

http://www.time.com/time/specials/packages/article/0,28804,2011756_2011730_2011720-2,00.html

[3]Amy, “Produce may retain pesticides after washing”, WTOP, 2010, May 3

http://www.wtop.com/?nid=25&sid=1948061

[4] “印度博帕爾毒氣洩漏事件始末” ,中國經營網 , 2010.06.08

http://life.cb.com.cn/12724987/20100608/133840.html

[5] Permaculture, Wikipedia

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Permaculture

[6] Whole Foods Market

http://www.wholefoodsmarket.com/company/

[7] M.R. Shaharudin, J.J. Pani, S.W. Mansor, S.J. Elias,” Purchase Intention of Organic Food; Perceived Value Overview”, Canadian Social Science, 2010, 6(1), pp70-79

http://cscanada.net/index.php/css/article/view/1210

遺失護照+美簽....申請一整個麻煩到爆炸

因為護照、簽證都在搬家過程中，不曉得塞到哪個角落了。只好一切重頭來～～累！

外交部「遺失未逾效期護照補發申請須知」
http://www.boca.gov.tw/ct.asp?xItem=1238&ctNode=77&mp=1

如何申請護照遺失證明及尋獲撤銷
http://www.npa.gov.tw/NPAGip/wSite/ct?xItem=26218&ctNode=11384&mp=1

1.報案：
先去各地的警察局分局刑事組報案，領取「報失證明」。
記得要帶身分證正本、印章。建議先準備好身分證正反面影本黏貼。
進去警察局後，跟他們說你護照遺失，要辦報失證明即可。
要在「外交部」也上班的時間去才行，不然，條伯伯會覺得你來亂的～
拿到證明後，記得要影印2份影本。
（因為申請簽證會用到，另一份自己查存）.
中華民國護照遺失作廢申報表doc檔 
http://www.npa.gov.tw/NPAGip/wSite/public/Attachment/f1141199968187.doc


2.拍照：(我花了NT650，好貴阿阿阿！）
拍兩張5*5cm的照片 for 美簽，兩張2吋照片 for 護照。

3.去移民署辦一張「歷年出入境證明」，每張NT 100。
http://www.immigration.gov.tw/aspcode/show_menu22.asp?url_disno=76
建議先準備好身分證正反面影本黏貼。

4.全戶戶籍謄本：
帶身分證正本查驗，去各地戶政所辦理一張「全戶戶籍謄本」（必須有詳細記事）
每份NT20。

5.重新申請護照:
(1)填寫護照申請書。（需要兩張2"照片，規格要看清楚）
(2) 一般護照的申請費用NT1600，現場繳交。
(3)記得要帶身分證正本繳查。
(4)護照報失證明正本。
http://www.boca.gov.tw/ct.asp?xItem=492&ctNode=76&mp=1
依照單據上的時間，領取護照（也可以由一樓的郵局快遞寄送）

6.重新申請美簽：
(1)依照熱心網友的教學步驟填寫，填完後才能拿到預約單DS-160。
http://findlifevalue.blogspot.com/2010/05/ds-160-step-by-step01.html

http://findlifevalue.blogspot.com/2010/05/ds-160-step-by-tep-2.html

http://findlifevalue.blogspot.com/2010/05/ds-160-step-by-step-3.html

(2)拿到預約單後，去郵局劃撥繳款。
申請簽證費用NT4620 + 台灣源訊資料處理費NT275 共兩筆，不要漏繳了。
http://www.ait.org.tw/zh/nonimmigrant-visas-fees.html

7.面談：
建議先讀一下網友的經驗
http://findlifevalue.blogspot.com/2010/05/usa-visa-interview-experience.html

再讀一下美國在台協會的官網
http://www.ait.org.tw/zh/how-to-apply-niv.html.

以我自己為例必須攜帶的文件有：
(1)新護照(最後面會註記你遺失的護照號碼等細節）
(2)歷年出入境證明
(3)DS-160確認單 (上面有條碼） + 5*5 cm照片一張
(4)預約確認單
(5)警察機關拿到的報失證明（影本即可)
(6)繳費收據兩張
(7)全戶戶籍謄本
(8)學生證正本
(9)錢（快遞費：NT170)


【心得】：我腳都還沒踏出國門耶....已經花掉7400大洋了，而且快被這些繁瑣的行政程序搞到大暴走，重點是，還一直被消遣說～搞一堆，最後面試官說沒過的話，請一切重頭再來（連錢都要重繳）。只能說，美國人真的是.....粉厲害

What's LOVE?

看著老闆娘
她是那麼的善良、圓融
總覺得娶到她的男人根本是上輩子認真燒好香

可是 生活的現實往往與表面是兩回事

她的男人....也就是老闆
總是以他的一切去批判、檢視她的生活
常常為了反對而反對....
或許 是學識背景的差異
或許 是成長背景優渥與貧苦的差異
讓這個男人在臨近60之際
漸漸的感到自卑
渴望掌控一切

這個看似掌有大權的男人
連一個旁觀者都看得出
他正在失去自我...正逐漸焦躁

什麼是愛？
當包容、圓滿的愛滿滿的環繞時
為什麼這個男人卻感受不到？

Happy is always in your side

吵架後....冰冷氛圍一直散不去
我並沒有對你發脾氣....只是耍了點屬於小女孩的任性
你也不承認你對我發了脾氣....只是冷漠對待這場吵架

不想理會這種負面的情緒
於是我獨自走去誠品迄求片刻的寧靜

溫暖的燈光 滿滿的書香
我駐足在試聽CD的櫃前
一個男孩天真的笑容吸引著我
個頭不高看上去只有10來歲

他好快樂的聽著音樂
引起我的好奇

原來是「四季」

舞動著雙手，跳躍著雙腳
他的快樂很快的感染了我

其實快樂好簡單
一張"四季交響"就感動了兩個不相關年齡相距極大的人



讓自己隨時的快樂
不輕易受他人情緒影響

OK~I admit my frighten

這麼久沒寫日誌
就是逃避麻
討厭去挖自己內心的感受
感覺很辛苦
但活著不知道自己幹了些什麼 不檢討
又覺得悲哀
真矛盾

安魂曲

2005/2/21

分手讓我內心充滿了憤怒
「幹」字成了口頭禪
自己毫無意識的三更半夜播放了
【莫札特逝世兩百年紀念音樂安魂曲】
冷颼颼的夜裡
喇叭中傳出陣陣詭異的樂聲令人發毛
讓我脫口而出罵了髒話

幹 !!! 連聽古典樂都會無意識的選擇「安魂曲」
這種生活不曉得要持續多久

就是想不開放不下

7年的感情
因為一句
「我很寂寞需要人陪，我相信你也是...」
就結束了
我是寂寞阿...可是我沒放棄過...
一直懷著希望陪我的那個人就是你
你卻放棄了，你真的愛我嗎？
愛我...為什麼只要求有人陪就好...
任何人都可以取代我去陪伴你...
你真的愛我嗎？
心真的很痛...

騙小孩的糖漿

醫生小心的詢問：「喝糖漿可以嗎？」
印象中糖漿甜美的滋味讓我迅速回答：「好阿！沒問題。」
痛苦的日子於是開始
甜的虛偽
甜的噁心

大人們用甜美的紅色糖漿
激起兒童對感冒糖漿的慾望
假象、心理騙術～哼！
可怕的是...歷經幾十年
紅色感冒糖漿甜美的假象
依舊在腦海中深深烙印

乖....感冒糖漿很好喝....你要來一瓶嗎？

偽用功者

晚上看了本書
書名叫「構圖的技法」
103頁的內容
有1/3是廢話
還有1/3重複內容
剩下1/3才描述構圖的技法

終於很感動的翻到第103頁
作者的結論是
「沒有所謂為構圖而定的規則。
建議大家發揮自己的創造性，
才能使我們的藝術感性更豐富。」

我才驚覺
自己又如往常般虛度了一個晚上......